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synnoveaevael) wrote2004-06-05 01:26 am
synnoveaevael) wrote2004-06-05 01:26 am
Yeah beyotch. I'm doing it. You hate it.
*WARNING* WAY too much TMFI ahead.
You got beef? Bitch at
Sara :D
1. I have ear issues. Oddly fascinated with them, can't stand mine touched. Bitten, is apparently another story.
2. My neck is insanely sensative. The right touch will cause goosebumps all over
3. I *thought* I wasn't popular at all in high school, but it turns out I was sorta "infamous"...
4. I was suicidal for 5.5 years, before I figured out I wasn't the problem. Then I counted down the days till I could legally buy a hand gun.
5. My mom broke up with the reason for #4 when I was 16.
6. I'm currently about $5,000 in debt.
7. I went to college for almost 7 years. Taking semesters off here and there, and going part time.
8. I'm still a sophomore.
9. I never took out any loans for college.
10. Nor did I qualify for any grants or scholarships.
11. I once won an award for my crafts skills.
12. I went through wanting to be an art major, an English major, a history major, back to art, then finally psychology.
13. I'm bisexual.
14. I'm 5'3" and a quarter inch.
15. I think my feet are cute.
16. I work really hard at my eyebrows.
17. I have my grandmother's eyebrows. One arches, the other is straight.
18. I can give the "People's eyebrow" and if you know what I mean, that just makes me laugh.
19. I haven't talked to my best friend Leyla in about a year.
20. I know once I talk to Leyla, it'll be like we never lost touch.
21. I was born July 18th, 1979.
22. I was born at 11pm at night.
23. I have several half siblings, Lorenzo, Tiffany, and others I don't know.
24. I know one of my half brother's is about 30, but I don't know his name.
25. I have an enormous family.
26. I can trace the Scottish line of my family back to Mary, Queen of Scots and Queen Elizabeth I.
27. I have several best friends. They each serve a purpose and understand a side of me I could never know.
28. I rarely talk to my father's side of the family.
29. When I do talk to my paternal grandmother, I am sent into an anxiety attack shortly thereafter. I don't know why.
30. My paternal grandmother was one of my favorite influences as a child. I think she made me as smart as I am today.
31. My first memory is at the age of 1, at my cousin Christy's christening. I couldn't reach the handle to the door, and I was left out of the room. I started to cry and scratch at the door, and I was wearing a flouncy white dress, and my Uncle John, who is my cousin's Trish & Jay's bio dad opened the door, picked me up and handed me to my mother.
32. I prayed nightly from the age of 3 to the age of 11.
33. I taught bible classes for 3 years to small children.
34. One of the other teachers though she knew more than me about the bible. I kicked her ass in Bible Jeopardy. Loser. Know what you stand for. I know what I don't.
35. I was never baptized. My mom was a quasi-practicing Presbyterian, and my dad an non practicing Catholic. They fought. I won.
36. I taught myself how to "bunny ear" tie my shoes at the age of 4.
37. My best friend Leyla taught me how to tie my shoes the "normal" way when I was 8.
38. I belong to a sorority.
39. I was molested by a person in my closer circle when I was 13.
40. Leyla was the first person I told about it, and I was 20 when I told her.
41. Janete had the priviledge of seeing me re-enact it for her _gaia group. I'll never speak of it again.
42. I've been to about 40 wakes. I try to keep the memory cards from them all.
43. I'm pretty sure I'm psychic. My intuition is too strong to be anything else.
44. Drugs I've done: Select pain killers; eaten pot in brownie/cookie form. Tasted cocaine as a child once.
45. First time I got drunk I was 16 and it was with Leyla. We drank AfterShock and chased it with Hawaiian Punch.
46. The first time I tried to have sex was in my room, at the age of 21.
47. I took 3 months, 3 tries and several trips to the gyno to "officially" have sex at the age of 22.
48. The first vaginal penetration I had was that first attempt at sex.
49. I started in the S&M scene while I was still a virgin, and I was 20.
50. Before I lost my virginity, I knew how bad it would hurt, and what it would feel like. I was right.
51. I sometimes see my maternal grandmother in my dreams. I hear her laughing.
52. My maternal grandmother had oodles of faults. But she was one of the coolest people I've ever had the honor of knowing.
53. When my maternal grandmother would hug me, she would squeeze the air out of my lungs, but I remember thinking "let her do it, one day she won't be able to"... I miss that feeling... that rush of air... *woosh*
54. I got my first cavity at the age of 21.
55. Hopefully, I'll be getting my 3 (so far, that's all that's visible) cavities filled on Monday.
56. I haven't been to a dentist in 9 years. When I finally went on Thursday, he was impressed. I have good gums.
57. I have never smoked anything in my life. The closest I came was lighting a clove for a drunken friend.
58. My mother married my father when I was 5 months old.
59. I didn't know I was born a bastard until I was 13. My mom thought I'd be upset. I found it amusing.
60. JD is the one person who can just touch me and I feel safe.
61. I have connections with people. I often thought about cutting those cords. But, I think I like having them.
62. I have psychic cramps. If I'm around a friend, and she's due for her period, I'll get a different kind of cramp for her.
63. I gave a woman a tarot card reading, and she wanted to know if she was going to get pregnant. I wanted to tell her she was pregnant, but she wasn't having a baby, but I didn't. I just wanted to blurt it, but I held my tongue. Thought I was losing it. She turned out to be 3 weeks pregnant when I read her, and miscarried it at 9 weeks.
64. I've lived in Clifton, Wayne, Pompton Lakes, and Parsippany.
65. I have dreams of castles.
66. I often wonder if I wasn't "erased" about remembering my past life. I know too much about certain things, and I shouldn't. Either that, or my instincts are insane.
67. I had wanted to be a sex therapist in college.
68. I have a blood and blade fascination.
69. I've been told I'm a good kisser by more than one person, and a terrible kisser by one person.
70. I started masturbating at the age of 12.
71. I have a fascination with eyes. I think they're gorgeous.
72. My mother went blind for no reason at the age of 9. She regained her site just as reasonless. I'm terrifed that will happen to me. Once, I had a bad bad case of tunnel vision, while watching tv. Thought I was losing my eyesight, and BAM, it came back. I cried in relief.
73. My friends are some of the most awesomely beautiful people on this earth, and I think everyone should know them.
74. I have read approximately 200 historical/contemporary romance novels, yet I hate Harlequinns.
75. I didn't start reading them until I was 18, and I read 1 to 2 a week for 3 years.
76. I love all types of music. I used to say anything but country and rap. But I'm finding my exceptions there.
77. My mom has currently 15 cats in her apartment. 5 are ittie bittie kittens. I want them all. Yet I refrain.
78. I almost cried when my boyfriend snuggled my cat the other night, because I know he's allergic, and it touched me that he nuzzled my cat regardless.
79. I want to buy my mother a house.
80. I want to get married barefoot. In the forest. Hair unbound and long, wreath of flowers in my hair. I can visualize this so perfectly, I wonder if it's happened already.
81. I went to my first concert at the age of 8. Def Leppard... Queensryche opened.
82. I've been to OODLES of live music perfomances and I love them. My ears will hate me by the time I'm 30 though.
83. I have the following ethnicities: Polish, English, Italian, Scottish, German, Norwegian, Swedish, Austrian & French.
84. My mom & dad get DARK brown in the sun. I have two colors. White & red. I'm trying to change this.
85. I bought an SPF under 30 for the first time in my life last week. SPF 15.
86. My first car was a cherry red 1987 Chevy Camaro. I fucked a wall withStephanie in the car.
87. My second car was a 1985 Dodge Diplomat my friend Judy named "Dee Dee". I had her for 6 years. My maternal grandmother bought her for me because she was sick, and she wanted to see me smile.
88. My maternal grandmother was one of the first people I drove around in that Camaro. She was THE first person I drove in Dee Dee. That was the only reason I have had such a hard time giving up Dee Dee. I never said that before now.
89. I've been employed at four different places. ShopRite, Barnes & Noble Cafe (3 days), A&P, Hanse & Hanse, Esquires. However, I have had a plethora of odd jobs. And several jobs in all of those jobs.
90. Joining a sorority was probably the best thing I did in college.
91. Taking my art classes was the second.
92. People confide in me readily. I just have one of those personalities. I enjoy it.
93. I find my six degrees of separation is closer than I think.
94. My teeth hurt a bit. But nothing like they did the other night.
95. My pain tolerance is disgustingly high.
96. I was hospitalized at the age of 10 for apendicitis. But it turned out I had a virus.
97. I have only one ex boyfriend.
98. I didn't kiss anyone that went to my high school until AFTER I graduated.
99. I rarely get angry. Often get annoyed. And am very empathetic.
100. I have 2 tattoos, but I've been inked five times. And I have a frequent recommender card. :D
You got beef? Bitch at
Sara :D1. I have ear issues. Oddly fascinated with them, can't stand mine touched. Bitten, is apparently another story.
2. My neck is insanely sensative. The right touch will cause goosebumps all over
3. I *thought* I wasn't popular at all in high school, but it turns out I was sorta "infamous"...
4. I was suicidal for 5.5 years, before I figured out I wasn't the problem. Then I counted down the days till I could legally buy a hand gun.
5. My mom broke up with the reason for #4 when I was 16.
6. I'm currently about $5,000 in debt.
7. I went to college for almost 7 years. Taking semesters off here and there, and going part time.
8. I'm still a sophomore.
9. I never took out any loans for college.
10. Nor did I qualify for any grants or scholarships.
11. I once won an award for my crafts skills.
12. I went through wanting to be an art major, an English major, a history major, back to art, then finally psychology.
13. I'm bisexual.
14. I'm 5'3" and a quarter inch.
15. I think my feet are cute.
16. I work really hard at my eyebrows.
17. I have my grandmother's eyebrows. One arches, the other is straight.
18. I can give the "People's eyebrow" and if you know what I mean, that just makes me laugh.
19. I haven't talked to my best friend Leyla in about a year.
20. I know once I talk to Leyla, it'll be like we never lost touch.
21. I was born July 18th, 1979.
22. I was born at 11pm at night.
23. I have several half siblings, Lorenzo, Tiffany, and others I don't know.
24. I know one of my half brother's is about 30, but I don't know his name.
25. I have an enormous family.
26. I can trace the Scottish line of my family back to Mary, Queen of Scots and Queen Elizabeth I.
27. I have several best friends. They each serve a purpose and understand a side of me I could never know.
28. I rarely talk to my father's side of the family.
29. When I do talk to my paternal grandmother, I am sent into an anxiety attack shortly thereafter. I don't know why.
30. My paternal grandmother was one of my favorite influences as a child. I think she made me as smart as I am today.
31. My first memory is at the age of 1, at my cousin Christy's christening. I couldn't reach the handle to the door, and I was left out of the room. I started to cry and scratch at the door, and I was wearing a flouncy white dress, and my Uncle John, who is my cousin's Trish & Jay's bio dad opened the door, picked me up and handed me to my mother.
32. I prayed nightly from the age of 3 to the age of 11.
33. I taught bible classes for 3 years to small children.
34. One of the other teachers though she knew more than me about the bible. I kicked her ass in Bible Jeopardy. Loser. Know what you stand for. I know what I don't.
35. I was never baptized. My mom was a quasi-practicing Presbyterian, and my dad an non practicing Catholic. They fought. I won.
36. I taught myself how to "bunny ear" tie my shoes at the age of 4.
37. My best friend Leyla taught me how to tie my shoes the "normal" way when I was 8.
38. I belong to a sorority.
39. I was molested by a person in my closer circle when I was 13.
40. Leyla was the first person I told about it, and I was 20 when I told her.
41. Janete had the priviledge of seeing me re-enact it for her _gaia group. I'll never speak of it again.
42. I've been to about 40 wakes. I try to keep the memory cards from them all.
43. I'm pretty sure I'm psychic. My intuition is too strong to be anything else.
44. Drugs I've done: Select pain killers; eaten pot in brownie/cookie form. Tasted cocaine as a child once.
45. First time I got drunk I was 16 and it was with Leyla. We drank AfterShock and chased it with Hawaiian Punch.
46. The first time I tried to have sex was in my room, at the age of 21.
47. I took 3 months, 3 tries and several trips to the gyno to "officially" have sex at the age of 22.
48. The first vaginal penetration I had was that first attempt at sex.
49. I started in the S&M scene while I was still a virgin, and I was 20.
50. Before I lost my virginity, I knew how bad it would hurt, and what it would feel like. I was right.
51. I sometimes see my maternal grandmother in my dreams. I hear her laughing.
52. My maternal grandmother had oodles of faults. But she was one of the coolest people I've ever had the honor of knowing.
53. When my maternal grandmother would hug me, she would squeeze the air out of my lungs, but I remember thinking "let her do it, one day she won't be able to"... I miss that feeling... that rush of air... *woosh*
54. I got my first cavity at the age of 21.
55. Hopefully, I'll be getting my 3 (so far, that's all that's visible) cavities filled on Monday.
56. I haven't been to a dentist in 9 years. When I finally went on Thursday, he was impressed. I have good gums.
57. I have never smoked anything in my life. The closest I came was lighting a clove for a drunken friend.
58. My mother married my father when I was 5 months old.
59. I didn't know I was born a bastard until I was 13. My mom thought I'd be upset. I found it amusing.
60. JD is the one person who can just touch me and I feel safe.
61. I have connections with people. I often thought about cutting those cords. But, I think I like having them.
62. I have psychic cramps. If I'm around a friend, and she's due for her period, I'll get a different kind of cramp for her.
63. I gave a woman a tarot card reading, and she wanted to know if she was going to get pregnant. I wanted to tell her she was pregnant, but she wasn't having a baby, but I didn't. I just wanted to blurt it, but I held my tongue. Thought I was losing it. She turned out to be 3 weeks pregnant when I read her, and miscarried it at 9 weeks.
64. I've lived in Clifton, Wayne, Pompton Lakes, and Parsippany.
65. I have dreams of castles.
66. I often wonder if I wasn't "erased" about remembering my past life. I know too much about certain things, and I shouldn't. Either that, or my instincts are insane.
67. I had wanted to be a sex therapist in college.
68. I have a blood and blade fascination.
69. I've been told I'm a good kisser by more than one person, and a terrible kisser by one person.
70. I started masturbating at the age of 12.
71. I have a fascination with eyes. I think they're gorgeous.
72. My mother went blind for no reason at the age of 9. She regained her site just as reasonless. I'm terrifed that will happen to me. Once, I had a bad bad case of tunnel vision, while watching tv. Thought I was losing my eyesight, and BAM, it came back. I cried in relief.
73. My friends are some of the most awesomely beautiful people on this earth, and I think everyone should know them.
74. I have read approximately 200 historical/contemporary romance novels, yet I hate Harlequinns.
75. I didn't start reading them until I was 18, and I read 1 to 2 a week for 3 years.
76. I love all types of music. I used to say anything but country and rap. But I'm finding my exceptions there.
77. My mom has currently 15 cats in her apartment. 5 are ittie bittie kittens. I want them all. Yet I refrain.
78. I almost cried when my boyfriend snuggled my cat the other night, because I know he's allergic, and it touched me that he nuzzled my cat regardless.
79. I want to buy my mother a house.
80. I want to get married barefoot. In the forest. Hair unbound and long, wreath of flowers in my hair. I can visualize this so perfectly, I wonder if it's happened already.
81. I went to my first concert at the age of 8. Def Leppard... Queensryche opened.
82. I've been to OODLES of live music perfomances and I love them. My ears will hate me by the time I'm 30 though.
83. I have the following ethnicities: Polish, English, Italian, Scottish, German, Norwegian, Swedish, Austrian & French.
84. My mom & dad get DARK brown in the sun. I have two colors. White & red. I'm trying to change this.
85. I bought an SPF under 30 for the first time in my life last week. SPF 15.
86. My first car was a cherry red 1987 Chevy Camaro. I fucked a wall with
Stephanie in the car. 87. My second car was a 1985 Dodge Diplomat my friend Judy named "Dee Dee". I had her for 6 years. My maternal grandmother bought her for me because she was sick, and she wanted to see me smile.
88. My maternal grandmother was one of the first people I drove around in that Camaro. She was THE first person I drove in Dee Dee. That was the only reason I have had such a hard time giving up Dee Dee. I never said that before now.
89. I've been employed at four different places. ShopRite, Barnes & Noble Cafe (3 days), A&P, Hanse & Hanse, Esquires. However, I have had a plethora of odd jobs. And several jobs in all of those jobs.
90. Joining a sorority was probably the best thing I did in college.
91. Taking my art classes was the second.
92. People confide in me readily. I just have one of those personalities. I enjoy it.
93. I find my six degrees of separation is closer than I think.
94. My teeth hurt a bit. But nothing like they did the other night.
95. My pain tolerance is disgustingly high.
96. I was hospitalized at the age of 10 for apendicitis. But it turned out I had a virus.
97. I have only one ex boyfriend.
98. I didn't kiss anyone that went to my high school until AFTER I graduated.
99. I rarely get angry. Often get annoyed. And am very empathetic.
100. I have 2 tattoos, but I've been inked five times. And I have a frequent recommender card. :D