DEAR SWEET ZOMBIE JESUS!!!

YouTube changed their upload stylings.

You can queue up to 10 videos to upload and you can go about your day and check back when they're done. THANK THE GODS.

OH YES. I'm uploading videos from this past year. You know, the last faire party we had, videos from the weddings I was at. I'll be *GAAAAAAAASP* posting soon.

*beams*

I has an excited. It don't take much.

Hmm.

So I was thinking about an ULTIMATE wishlist for mahself. I encourage others to join in. Some of them seem perfectly reasonable, but for obvious reasons, they're not for me. But a girl can dream.

Things I'd love to have before I die:

- A sweet laptop.

Unfortunately, I'd need a usb mouse cause I hate those touch pads. But it'd be nice. Maybe if I get a nice job where I can justify it, other than my need to be in constant contact. OOH! And I could play WoW on it! That'd be neat. I'd need a good bag for it too. *teehee*

- A portable harddrive.

A biggun. And sturdy. Not one of those jobbies that when it falls it dies. Cause I have my soul's worth of music and pictures OH and videos on this computer and I would hate to lose any of them. I try to upload as much as I can, but life would be so much easier if I had one.

- TO BE DEBT FREE!

*giggles* Obviously. I'm so tired of working to pay off bills. Seriously, my "personal" debt is only about $4,400. My car loan will soon be under $2000. My credit card is about $2400. The rest of the shitstorm is hospital and dental bills. Mostly that dental bill. I keep paying him down, but dammit. I keep having to do shit to my teeth. AND I LIKE HAVING TEETH. I don't get cavities. I get root canals. *gr* So I owe the dentist about $3000 and the hospital about $2500. Which doesn't make sense, seeing as I've paid off some of that stuff and it is still the amount of the deductible. Ew. *sigh* I don't think my xrays counted on insurance.

- A GPS.

Seriously, today I got stuck in such ballsack of traffic and all I could think of was "if I knew this area better, I could back street this shit. Or if I had a GPS". And, those are totally not the first and sadly not the last times, those words will be thought of. I know it.

- A fancy teevee....

I like my teevee just fine, there's really nothing wrong with it, although I have my suspicions that one of the brightness tubes is going. But those new ones show everything so sharply. I love clarity. It comes from being mildly blind with bad eyesight. You should see me in Best Buy by the teevees. It's pathetic. Jim & I once went to Electronics Depot and I fell into a trance watching Jurassic Park on one of their super neat teevees.

- ... Blu-Ray disc player.

Well, to go with the shiny new teevee. DUH. Goes with the clarity. When I was over Anne Marie's I was *blooown* away on how sharp everything was. I was reminded of this when I went to my aunt's and was watching the Food Network in HD. *drool* *giggles*

- A house!

Of course. Hallo. And in this economy it would be such an awesome investment, but alas. I have no job and no money. But I've never had my OWN place. I've lived in houses before, but none of them were *mine*. Grandparents' houses usually. But apartment living is what I've had my entire life. 10 years of it was in a garden apartment, and that was okay. But how cool to live in a house. With a basement. STORAGE SPACE! *cries* I'm so tired of living with the stuff I don't need to see every day. My world is cluttered and messie because of it. I don't NEED to see my air conditioners every day during the winter. There is no need. But I have no where to put them. It's really kind of annoying. For I hate living like this. I'm tired of looking like I live in den of filth. But, it's hard when your world is constantly in your face. CLOSETS! The house must have closets and a basement. OH MY GOD and a washer & dryer. *sigh*

- Car?

I like my car. I really do. But I would totally get her overhauled. Fix her interior a bit (carpet issues, and sillie things, like blown fuses). Fix her exterior (living in the ghetto has not been kind to mah Gracie). I do need to buy new windshield wipers though. I found out today how piss poor they are in the ice. Maybe they've always been like that. I know they sucked, but ugh. Couldn't even read the license plate in front of me they were so bad. Doesn't help the night blindness. But yes. I like my car, I'd just baby her. I even like her color. (Grace is a goldish Altima, for those of you not in the know

- Kittie condo of DOOM.

If I have this house, I need a playroom for my kids. Enter kittie condo. I don't have the space or money for one right now, but I think the kids would love it. They love the sillie little one they have. So I can't imagine they wouldn't like a big one. I guess that's not really for me so much. But still. *smooshes Juliet*

- Storage.

I am cluttered with papers and DVDs and CDs and electronic wires and everything. I would *LOVE* for everything to be orderly. One day, I want to be able to go to the Container Store or Bed Bath & Beyond or Walmart and just ABUSE their organization systems. *dreams* Most things in their place and out of the way and uncluttered? God that would rock. Why are storagy things so fucking much money??

- A new bed frame.

Right now I just have one of those sillie "I'm just a frame" things going on. I'd love to have a real bed. I always wanted a sleigh bed or some variation thereof. I grew up with canopies, so I don't think I'd want that, but maybe just the poles. Those are nice. I mean, I have my makeshift curtain set right now, but honestly, I can't keep those down cause a certain tabby cat is slightly obsessed with thumb tacks and yanks down the curtains. I would also like new bedroom furniture. The white furniture in my bedroom is... oh this is embarassing. It's 22 years old? Something like that. I like my paint jobs on the drawers, but, eh. whatever. The wood stuff is even older, but it was Alan's family's stuff. All my furniture has been hand me downs... that being said...

- LIVING ROOM FURNITURE.

Dood. I love the CODIS couch as much as the rest of y'all, but jesus. It's falling apart, cat clawed to fuck, and there was that whole incedent with Ryan's ass going through a wall to move in the big couch. I would love REAL furniture. And my computer desk, while a perfect size, is held together by a prayer and some L brackets. *sigh*

- An XBox360

They're fun. And you can Netflix on them. And play Catan. It's starting to win me over.


This is getting long. But there. A wishlist. Let's see yours!

HALP!!!

Remember last night how I said how much it would fucking SUCK if I couldn't use my main computer???

WELL IT FUCKING SUCKS!!!

I came out here to use it and I moved my mouse and it got STUCK on a screen saver picture. So I don't know if anyone IM'ed me or what.

So I waited about 10 minutes. NOTHING. Fine. I restart.

SYSTEM ERROR.

It's telling me it can't find the STANDARD SYSTEM FILE. Just put in the Windows OS disc.

No problem. I have that.

It's not recognizing it's in there. I restarted it with the disc in there. I turned it off, I put the disc in after turning it back on. I've done like, everything.

And the disc is readable. My gaming computer (this one) sees it just fine.

I can't get to ANY screen. ANY OF THEM. I get a Dell start up screen then the error message of doom.

HALP HALP HALP

:(
ETA

This is the error message:

Windows could not start because the following file is missing or corrupt:
\WINDOWS\SYSTEM32\CONFIG\SYSTEM

You can attempt to repair this file by starting Windows Set up using the original set up CD Rom.

Select 'r' at the first screen to start repair.

But, uh, it never lets me get to a screen. doesn't even *start* the disc running.

:( :(

How do I run a disc in DOS? Better yet, how do I get to the fucking DOS screen? I don't fucking remember. I miss DOS. *sigh*

The *only* thing I did different last night was defrag it. And I HARDLY see how that's gonna fuck with it's world.

Well.

Somehow I've gotten it to cycle the Windoze loading screen repeatedly....

*furrows brow*

OI.

Okay.

1. Ammre comes over. YAAAY.

2. Fridge eventually gets here. UGH. It's an ugly fridge, and it's even uglier inside. Why do I need a fridge? Cause our freezer went DENIED. Bonus, I found every cat toy I've ever had ever. Jesus.

3. Under my fridge was enough dust to create a colony of rabid dust mammoths. Disgusting. So my dust allergies have been BOOTING MY ASS TO SHAME. *sigh*

4. My computer hath taken a shit. I am going to bring it to Rich on Saturday. Prayer. I've done everything suggested by y'all. It SHOULD have worked. Life is unfair.

5. Ammre took me to Ruby Tuesdays. I am full. I have peed a lot.

6. That is all.