*sigh*

i'm so depressed... i have negative money in my checking account and i have to go on vacation... alan and i get paid thursday and friday but i still have bills that have to go out... and i can't back out of the vacation cause then my friend would get stuck paying for my half, and that's just not like me...

*sigh*

thank god august has an extra pay week for the both of us... i might be able to pay my $865 rent and my $500 insurance premium...

and i have to go to the *gags* dmv to get my insurance papers... so i can get a new insurance carrier...

alan's car needs work...

i have about $400 in bills i have to pay otherwise...

i have like, NO food in the house...

i'm tweaked, and spent... thank god we're only going away for like 3 days... i'd be dead broke...