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[synnoveaevael]

So far today, I have eaten, said good bye to my boyfriend, fed the cats, snorgled them, checked my internetting, chatted with peoples, filed for unemployment, and made a Doctor's appointment (June 20th, Saturday, at 10:45am) cause I think my thyroid is whack*.

And onto more futile job searching. So depressing. I'm so tired of automated replies of "go to our website and fill out this easy form!" and scams.

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*I have been nonstop eating, gaining weight(wonder why), sleeping like shit, exhausted all the time, having a hard time focusing on things, and am having hot and cold flashes like a mo' fo'. This is ridiculous. I'm already on 200mcg of synthroid. *sigh*

Comments

[i-fart-bats.livejournal.com]

is it possible your thyroid might need to be removed?

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

it's always a possibility. i'd rather not, but eh. if it needs to be, it needs to be. my organs just don't work.

[blueyz72.livejournal.com]

I know I asked before(lol, I do blame my short term memory on thryoid/adrenals) but have they checked Vit D, B's, ferritin, adrenals? Those can cause some of those symptoms as well. Oh yeah, and if TSH is fine but T3 is low that can also be a problem many Dr's overlook(mine did for years).

Synthroid/Levoxyl sucks, I was SOOO sick on that only for years I am glad natural stuff is working better now. I know I will always have to take it, but at least much lower dose now.

Lol...and snorgle? I think that's a new one I haven't heard before ;P

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

lol.. you've asked several times... lol

yes, my vitamin D is off, so i am on 1000 UIs of it a day. i also take another B vitamin supplement. along with a prenatal vitamin every day.

levoxyl worked for me, but the generic does shit for me. synthroid was working really well for a while, but i'm gonna talk to the doctor and see if that's my issue or what. he's pretty open and understanding.

i'm a font of new shit. ;-)

[makiieris.livejournal.com]

The unemployment thing may have some contributing factors. (I know I'm being sort of obvious). You've got a routine for yourself but it's outside of the 'work world' rountine. I'm sure it's still tough to deal with.

Much love. Here if you need anything! I know it's totally out of the way, but if you want I can put your resume into my job network to see if anyone bites.

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

could be. normally when i get depressed i lose weight though. fuckers! i have a routine in frederick, but not in nj.

*loves* aww, thanks, but i've decided to look in MD more. but thank you so much <3 <3

[i-fart-bats.livejournal.com]

wait... what?! i'll have to drive to MD to see you now??

...but...but...

*sniffles*

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

it's a sad state of affairs. bonus is MDRF is gorgeous though!! <3 <3 <3

i'm still in jersey for the time being though. dunno for how long though :-/

obviously, it is still a thought that excites and saddens me.

[i-fart-bats.livejournal.com]

aww... but... i mean, i GUESS... you did let me go to florida and all...

but that's ok... md's a lot closer to jersey than it is to florida, which will make visiting you after we're back next year that much easier. :)

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

exactly, yo.

SEE! bonus. ;-)

[deadlywhisperz.livejournal.com]

BAH! I need to go to the doctor about my thyroid too. I lack insurance though :( Balls I tell you!

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

total balls.