Ugh.

[synnoveaevael]

I felt all dipshitty yesterday.

I went to CVS to pick up my birth control pills, and I got a replacement Extra Care card since I lost the one on my keys.

So as I'm walking towards my car, I'm pulling apart the big plastic piece they attach all the big card and the two key fobs to.

I walk the 20 feet to my car and blink.

I'm suddenly missing a key fob.

I have one I'm working out of the plastic, and the big card, but the mini card is missing.

I look on the ground.

I walk to the store.

I don't see it.

What the fuck?

I start thinking I need to up my thyroid meds. When I'm off of them or the dosage is too low, I get distracted, confused, hungry, tired. I don't FEEL right. I'm not happy. There's someone inside of me begging to have the veil ripped off my brain.

I felt sorta dippy last night. Laughing at everything. Making my roommate smell bad cheese.

This morning I go to take one of my sugar pills, and my thyroid meds. And since I'm on the happy preventative medicine, it says what DAYS I've taken my stuff on.



I missed yesterday's pills.

I came in late (traffic, moving slow, whatever). I THOUGHT I took them but I didn't.

I can't believe missing one day made me all loopie like that.

*sigh*

I feel better today. Of course I'm slightly.. speedie since I took two of everything.

Mew.