*dances*

[synnoveaevael]

Okies.

If you've been busy, here is a lame ass update:

- I posted the video for Johnny Cash's cover of "Hurt" and it'll be available for a couple more days. So git it whilest the gittin' is good.

- I have a new moodtheme. This was difficult for my pea brain to handle.

- Today marks the "almost fucking over" point of my tax season. Hallelujiah. I got out about a dozen "oh, look we forgot we have these" returns today. Which, sounds easy, but of course there's a retarded and complex issue to it. Fuckers. But anyrate, the only ones I have left to go out are ones I don't have yet. BOOYAAAAHHH.

- It's GORGEOUS outside. Good gawd, yo. However, this comes with a downside. Allergies.

- I'm officially living paycheck to paycheck again. This sucks. I'm also incredibly nervous due to my car insurance situation being all effed up. I'm going to be a pain in the ass and call New Jersey Manufacturer's tomorrow and see what they say. I really don't have money for a premium right now. Heh. *sigh* Oh well, such is life.

Still no word on my mother giving me dime one for this stupid loan that Charlie owes me money for. I wonder if the excuse for him not working yet again, will be that there's still snow on the ground somewhere in the world *rolls eyes*

- DOOOD. There was WET neon fucking green paint on my vehicle this morning. WTF MATE!?! I was pissed. Luckily it was wet, and came RIGHT off. Or there would have been words. With who, I don't know. But there would have been words. Oh, and I got an oil change and a car wash the other day, so OF COURSE I needed to get paint on my car, along with the little birdies using my car as a toilet. gR.

- Friday was fun. Went to Christine & Eric's and had a blast. Made some ghetto punch. Actually, my dear sweet NON DRINKING boyfriend made it. A cup and a half later, I was Jello.

- Saturday was fun. I ended up going to Casey fucking O'Tooles and it reminded me WHY I never fucking go there. Jesus. I must have seen about 12 people I knew from high school or even EARLIER. There was no need. Of *course* none of them said hi. However, I was with my merry band of freaks, so that might have made me unapproachable. Heh. For shame.

- Finished Marilyn Manson's "Long Hard Road Out of Hell" book again. I hadn't read it since it first came out. Been on a Manson kick lately. I like his music, and I don't care what pretentious bitches say it's not goth. I just like it. Almost done with Orson Scott Card's "Ender's Game". Weeee.

- Yesterday, I was useless. I was veal. I was tired. Oh wait, I still am.

- Odd depression setting in. I keep thinking about all the things I've lived through, and I'm getting increasingly angry and sad about some of it. Like, TONS of good shit has happened to me, and I can recall that as easily as the bad. But for some wickedly awful reason all the bad shit is flowing back to me like fucking crazy. I'm also pmsing. So, who knows.

- Still working on that bitter thing. I think it might be related to the above, or vice versa.

- Why OH WHY is gas so fucking expensive??? It's like, $2.49 and shit. That is like, running a car on milk. Fucking ridiculous.

I have 20 more minutes. Then I can leave.

Yay.

Woo.

Comments

[ndot1.livejournal.com]

$2.49?

Try $2.85.

That is all.

(feel better!)

[hunnysun.livejournal.com]

I was JUST going to comment on that... where are you? California? Cuz that's where i am... and yeah... $2.85 Argh.

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

i saw 2.53 on the way home too. for regular! this shit is assssss...

fucking gas.

and i'm working on it! now i have a killer headache. gr.

[singingmollusk.livejournal.com]

I LOVED "Ender's game" - and I know I'm a dork, but I actually cried *ahem*sobbed, possibly* at the end of the book, it was soooo good. ENJOY IT!!!!! :D

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

i will i will :D

[hunnysun.livejournal.com]

I think that the pretentious bitches can just kiss my ass.
There are lots and LOTS of fun, cool, awesome things that are not "goth". There are lots of really lame, immature, stupid things that are. (and vice versa)

So... basically. Why do we not just be 'us'. The eclectic freaks what we is... and drop the lameass labels... you know?

My sister will tell people that i am "goth"... and i am like, "Uh no... i am almost 30. I am not "goth"... i am just me. Maybe at one time i was ::ahem:: "goth". But not now.

Anyway... no point to this other than... DAMMIT woman... read what you like and fuck anyone that wants to have a bad thing to say about it!

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

WORD!! WORD WORD WORD!

hehe. that is all ;)

[odogonefishin.livejournal.com]

heh, I'm still stuck here for another 2 hours... and working for 5 hours tomorrow on my "day off"

small wonder I feel no guilt for taking liberties with my schedule at times...

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

hahaha.. gee, i wonder.

[golden-lotus.livejournal.com]

mm's book is one of my favorites. it's not his fault a lot of annoying little bitchy coontheads like him.

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

hehehee :D

[woodchuck665.livejournal.com]

It's $2.89 or so near me. And just wait until hurricane season kicks in again. (H. Michael & H. Valerie this year ^_^).

Veal?

[odogonefishin.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure whether to be amused or frightened that you looked that up...

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

oh brother.

yes. i laid around on the couch and ate and didn't move.

[pinball351.livejournal.com]

Loved Ender's Game, but admittedly got stuck part way into the third book in the series (Xenocide)...

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

oopsies. heheheh :D

[lilinchylde.livejournal.com]

Wow, gas is a lot less expensive up there than I expected at the moment. 0.o
It's running about $2.75/gal here for now...will probably go up this weekend.

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

*sigh*

this fucking situation SUCKS.

[mishmosh.livejournal.com]

Gas up by me, the cheaper places is $2.79/gallon. And I bought a gallon of milk at the same station for $1.99. X_x

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

see. there you go.

[blueyz72.livejournal.com]

Bitter, icky and depression are a BAD combo.
Ugg, NOOOO...you are doing to well for that. Cheer up!!!!
Just think - you ARE the sexy librarian. You rule, we love you :)

As far as gas, oh yeah. Total suckage.
Me, I drive a 95 Jeep Wrangler so just imagine MY bills. On a teacher salary (and screw living in CT cause they take all my $$ here)

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

*giggles*

*chants* i am the sexy librarian.. i AM the sexy librarian.. *grins*

*wince* yeah... fuckers.

Weird.

[gothhippiegrrl.livejournal.com]

I was thinking of re-reading Long Hard Road Out Of Hell earlier today!!! I ended up choosing Prince Caspien instead though. :) Funny thing is I haven't thought of that book in quite some time till earlier.

And gas is almost $2.65 or something a gallon around here. About $2.73 near where my parents live.

Re: Weird.

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

gas BLOWS.

it's a good book. really. hehe

[manicaphelion.livejournal.com]

$1.46 a litre... so i figure there is roughly 4 litres in a gallon, so thats the same as about $5.84 a gallon.. so even with the currency exchange rate, thats like the equivilent of about $4.09 US dollars a gallon... gotta love living on a big ass island :)

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

hooooly crap. that's fucking crazy.. it was a lil' more than that in portugal and i was like CHRIST.

sillie island. ;)

[bunkertor.livejournal.com]

probably locals trying out for the Irvington Paint Ball team. it's good practice for real drive bys

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

the funnie thing is, that was my first thought. hahahhahaha.

[ryanov.livejournal.com]

I want to re-read Ender's game. An ex of mine loved that book and I read it to see what she was talking about (and because I occasionally do things I'm asked to do). It was decent, if I recall, but that was 10 years ago.

[synnoveaevael.livejournal.com]

yar. i'm enjoying it. i just need to be able to finish it... the manson book was just a quick read..