Apr. 9th, 2005

Wee!

Apr. 9th, 2005 02:03 pm
synnoveaevael: (LJ - We know drama)
I it SO FUCKING GORGEOUS OUTSIDE!!!

I WANT TO RUN AROUND LIKE A 3 YEAR OLD!!

Yet. My age shows. So sleepie. *yawn*

61°, partly cloudly, beautiful breeze?!

YES YES YES!
ryanovRyan said that his "perfect temperature" is 73°. I must concur, but this is amazingly lovely as well.

*dances*

Must shower. Must go to emyrldladyEmyrld's again, cause I had too much fucking fun last night, and that shit shouldn't stop. Must go to craftyskwrlSkwrl & bunkertorGerman Man's.

OH! redmysticspyderSorsha SHALL be coming tonight, at least that was the plan last night, if one of you reads this. She said she thinks she forgot to respond. w00t!

Just talked to prisonsexaholicJanete, and she said her interview went great. She's now the assistant director on a couple of plays. I think I should update people since she's without computer at home right now.

Also, she's planning on going to emyrldladyEmyrld's then going home, THEN hitting up craftyskwrlSkwrl & bunkertorGerman Man's.

Woo. The busy ass day.

Damn, I HATE when I wake up exhausted. I slept great too. So weird. And my goddamned dreams are doing weird things. Weeeirrd things.

I dreamt I was in a movie, but I didn't know what was happening in the movie, but it was one of those mind fuckers, like Butterfly Effect or Donnie Darko, that only make sense after you watch them twice. But I was IN the movie, and I missed the first scene cause I wasn't in it. So I went through it, and had to "watch" it again. And it was great.

Oh, and Nick Stahl was in it. He kept me "safe" so to speak and we worked together.

It was about a guy that murdered little girls. But one got away. So he stalked her. And he had stollen her necklace, so she'd lost it. He found her years later on a beach, and tried to kill her again, by drowning her, and this time succeeded and threw her necklace on her.

But when I "rewatched" the movie, I changed it. I made her hide. He never got her necklace, and he never saw which room she was in (we were all on a ship, travelling across the Atlantic, he was apparently a deck hand). Nick changed the stairs to her room somehow, and he fell down them when he went to leave, and couldn't hurt her. Nick was jailed for her murder the first time. So we saved him from jail. Her mother came and thanked as at the end of the "rewatch" even though she didn't know why.

It was some weird bastardization of the movie Frequency.

It was good though. Heheheh. Go subconscious!

GOD

Apr. 9th, 2005 03:58 pm
synnoveaevael: (TBC - Neomaxiezoomdweebie)
I forgot how much I loved this song...

Guns n' Roses - Don't Damn Me.
Don't damn me
When I speak a piece of my mind
'Cause silence isn't golden
When I'm holding it inside
'Cause I've been where I have been
An I've seen what I have seen
I put the pen to the paper
'Cause it's all a part of me


Be it a song or casual conversation
To hold my tongue speaks
Of quiet reservations
Your words once heard
They can place you in a faction
My words may disturb
But at least there's a reaction

Sometimes I wanna kill
Sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna destroy
Sometimes I wanna cry
Sometimes I could get even
Sometimes I could give up
Sometimes I could give
Sometimes I never give a fuck

It's only for a while
I hope you understand
I never wanted this to happen
Didn't want to be a man
So I hid inside my world
I took what I could find
I cried when I was lonely
I fell down when I was blind

But don't damn me
When I speak a piece of my mind
'Cause silence isn't golden
When I'm holding it inside
'Cause I've been where I have been
An I've seen what I have seen
I put the pen to the paper
'Cause it's all a part of me

How can I ever satisfy you
An how can I ever make you see
That deep inside we're all somebody
An it don't matter who you wanna be
But now I gotta smile
I hope you comprehend
For this man can say it happened
'Cause this child has been condemned
So I stepped into your world
I kicked you in the mind
An I'm the only witness
To the nature of my crime

But look at what we've done
To the innocent and young
Whoa listen to who's talking
'Cause we're not the only ones
The trash collected by the eyes
And dumped into the brain
Said it tears into our
conscious thoughts
You tell me who's to blame

I know you don't wanna hear me cryin'
An I know you don't wanna hear me deny
That your satisfaction lies in your ILLUSIONS
But your delusions are yours and not mine
We take for granted we know the whole story
We judge a book by its cover
And read what we want
Between selected lines


Don't hail me
An don't idolize the ink
Or I've failed in my intentions
Can you find the missing link
Your only validation is living your own life
Vicarious existence is a fucking waste of time


So I send this song to the offended
I said what I meant and I've never pretended
As so many others do intending just to please
If I damned your point of view
Could you turn the other cheek

But don't damn me
When I speak a piece of my mind
'Cause silence isn't golden
When I'm holding it inside
'Cause I've been where I have been
An I've seen what I have seen
I put the pen to the paper
'Cause it's all a part of me
Don't damn me
I said don't damn me
I said don't hail me
Don't damn me

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