Memmmorrryyy....

[synnoveaevael]

All alone in the moooonliiiiighhht...

Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What's in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment

I don't know if I have specifically a favorite memory. My first memories are from when I was a year or so old.

I have so many powerfully strong memories, well, I don't know how to take that either.

A favorite memory I suppose was leaving my grandmother's house one day (my mother's mother) and she would SQUEEZE THE AIR out of us when she'd hug us. She was a big lady and she loved us with all of her. heh :)

Anyrate.

As she was squeezing the air out of me in a bear hug, it felt like someone whispered in my ear "Don't struggle. One day she won't be here to squeeze you. And you'll wish she was."

It was the strangest sensation. I was about 11. Maybe.

It's one of the things I miss the most in life. Just thinking of it makes me cry.

She gave the best hugs. And she had the best laugh. I have her laugh. I am grateful for that.